You were trying to remind yourself
what it was you were doing on here.
Seeing if you saw yourself in each post.
You and the phone are two objects,
des atomes crochus, orbiting like
a binary of heavenly bodies:
what the screen shows you to be,
and what, in reality, you are.
At the barycenter, an identity.
What you were trying to get at
but which always seemed to be too far.
Now one of you is gaining mass
while the other is losing it
when you decide whether
to keep scrolling or to quit.